Gah! I'm so tired.

I thought that I had left it all behind.
The gossiping, the stories, the names, and the drama. But no, It followed me.
People are many things. And now I have seen different sides of everyone.
We've finally hit that halfway point in the first term and the 'Nice-to-meet-you' facade is gone. People's ugly sides are finally coming out. Cat fights are running amok in 2nd floor Green Springs C.
And I'm tired....
I'm tired of you being negative
I'm tired of you being a jerk
I'm tired of you being a know it all when you clearly aren't
I'm tired of you being a down right ass
I'm tired of you being combative
I'm tired of you being always needing to be right
I'm tired of you being more of a woman that I am
I'm tired of you making no effort to compromise
I'm tired of you making me feel like I'm an idiot
I'm tired of you making me so confused

I'm tired of you shooting down all of my ideas

I'm tired of you insulting my opinions

I'm tired of you challegning my beliefs

I'm tired of you reminding me of my weight

I'm tired of you giving me false compliments

I'm tired of you thinking I'm your vent

I'm tired of having always assure you

I'm tired of having to always stroke your ego

I'm tired of having to share everything

I'm tired of feeling sick

I'm tired of feeling like an idiot

I'm tired of feeling liken the oldest person in the room

I'm tired of feeling like I'm the only mature one

I'm tired of feeling like I need to hit something

I'm tired of rolling my eyes

I'm tired of crying

I'm tired of feeling lonely

I'm tired of hearing things about others

I'm tired of hearing things about myself

I'm tired of giving you second chances

I'm tired of trying to bridge gaps

I'm tired of being the only one who hasn't gone home

I'm tired of anyone not really knowing me

I'm tired of no one really caring

I'm tired of not really knowing anyone else

I'm tired of not getting a real hug

I'm tired of not being home

I'm tired of not knowing where everything is

I'm tired of not being able to really have my own space

I'm tired of not being able to be truely alone

I'm tired of not being able to see my sister

I'm tired of not being able to tackle my brother

I'm tired of not being able to hug my mom

I'm tired of not being able to watch football with my dad

I'm tired of not being able to see my grandma smile

I'm tired of not being able to remind my grandpa to turn his ears up

I'm tired of not being able to play with my puppy

I'm tired of not being able to sleep in my own bed

I'm just tired.